||[Oct. 5th, 2005|08:11 pm]
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I've arrived at & past this point so many times. The perfect example of what I wish I could be is always right in front of my face, and I always think that'll be me some day
But that won't be me. That's exactly what I will never be.
Through the unimaginable people count on Earth some people will be special, and some people are faceless in the distance. It's frustrating. I see people so much like me or so much like what I want to be, and they're the center of someone's world. I'm not too sure what it is, but I'm just not one of those people that other people can ever take seriously. Some people can be just as smart, just as funny, as skilled, just as whatfuckingever, but they'll never be noticed. Some people just aren't meant to shine. It's an awkward realization when you notice that despite everything you know, have, and do, you're one of those people.